~janell~

goodbye my love

2008-06-05T10:15:00.000-07:00

currently in eileen's chalet..guess what??i am not feeling well!!great!!nice timing indeed..and that idiot broke my heart..lao niang has never been ditched for so long..wth..the relationship and trust is super lack lurhh..it ends just because of small stuff..but nowadays i am still very happy:) cause life seems so fufilling..everyday seems so wonderful..i love my everyday..cause my irene is always there for me..it has been a really long time since i return to my single statues..and had such fun nights..anyway happy belated birthday roy!!

2008-05-24T19:31:00.000-07:00

didn't update yesterday cause i was at boat quay..so much things happened last night..firstly..i met irene and jasmine her friends at bugis then after a hectic walk..we decided to go to boat quay to spend our saturday night..so we took a cab down to boat quay with irene's another group of super shy friends..then we waited for a long time outside plush bar..then we decided to go to pub 85 to drink instead..then we met yvonne at 85 too..so we started drinking..at first we wanted to head down to papparazzi but there was a fight..at first when they were having an arguement,i thought they were going to kiss cause they were standing so close so close..until glasses were smashed and punches were flying then i realised it was not..so we decided to head down to 97 instead..danced till my leg was about to break..i swear i will stop chiong for at least 1 week..but had a really fun night..

Jaydon Tan Wei Cong

2008-05-23T23:22:00.000-07:00

all the while i thought i was the happiest and xing fu girl on earth to have found you..until recently..i felt that your words seems too hurting..i just want you to stay by my side and continue to be my cotton candy..but you are now a tiger..is it my fault to have loved you so much?i just merely wanted to be your girl..but yet it seems so tough..tears just can't stop falling..but i remember that you told me once that when i am your girlfriend,i am not allowed to cry not even a single tear drop..everytime i try to hold back my tears but your words seems to hurt me again so deeply..i might seem strong ut i still yearn to be pampered by you..you really mean so much to me..so much till i don't wish to lose you..

2008-05-22T02:44:00.000-07:00

didn't update blog recently cause i was really busy..found my mr right..tan wei cong..really pampered by him..feel so loved..so wonderful..that kind of happiness is undescribable..i really thank god for giving him to me..he is the sweetest gift that was given to me..even though he is as sweet as cotton candy..but there are still times that he is as fierce as tiger..but i know his intention is good..he just want me to be a good girl stay by his side always..do nothing to disappoint him..accompanied him to watch his favourite 10 years once soccer..but then we ended sleeping so he watched the last few minutes of soccer alone..really too tired to even wake up..sometimes..his love seems so strong..but sometimes his love can't even be felt..but i know that i will love him for eternity..i want an everlasting love!!

2008-05-18T22:03:00.000-07:00

didn't have a chance to update you yesterday..so now i shall update you with some interesting events..starting with a king kong cat...omg..the cat was like fucking fat..shall upload the picture soon..i saw that fat cat some where near my house then i told my baby that the cat's leg is like turkey wings then he went to press it..the cat went crazy..as i was very afraid of cats,i ran home..then recieved a call from eileen telling me that yuye might be running away from home..i called guang liang nigel to find her but so sad she was not with them.suddenly,yuye called eileen then it was a conference call..guess what?daiji time..the daiji was basically very lame..it started with the word kaopei..and the thing that made me fucking angry was that when i reached amk..yuye has already left..i feel like a big idiot at that time..after that me and eileen went to look for yuye..wanted to bring her home.then her father suddenly came up..i don't know how he know where we are but some how he just came out from the lift..then took a lift from yuye father then fetched me home..reached home around 2..was exhausted..my eyes were like all red..cos old liao too long never taun liao ma...

2008-05-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

just came back from clarke quay..super tired! cannot imagine that i went clarke quay with my mother aunties and a group of kids..never had such embaressed feeling before..whats more,i met my old old friend what i mean by old old friend is friend that i have not seen for a long long time not the age(even though they are quite old lurhh.haha) i swear i will never go clarke quay with them anymore.i was really tempted to go clubbing just now but...no choice..hais..

For the next few days

2008-05-16T07:47:00.000-07:00

hey all..i will be in malaysia till sunday night..so will not be blogging for the next few days..but i will take more pictures to upload..but i will be missing all of you..take cares yea..

2008-05-16T04:40:00.000-07:00

today was kind of a lifeless day.didn't do anything special or extravagent.haha.baby promised to pick me up after school but as usual,i got to wait for him outside of school till he comes.it was quite a long wait but luckily i have phoebe,yuye and desmond to entertain me:) but i can still feel the immense heat.super fucking hot.cannot stand it!!!after for about half an hour baby fianlly arrived.he kept nagging me to watch a movie with him.but it was a m18 show.super idiotic.even though i don't look like my age,but 18 is still a little too much.so i didn't agree.so i went back home to take a shower.wanted to meet eileen at first but my mood was totally dampened by baby due to some arguements over the shirt that i was wearing.i swear i hate him interfering so much into my life.like what i wear and so on..

2008-03-06T04:39:00.000-08:00

finally a brand new blog after such a long time.after so long,i kind of miss the feeling of throwing out all my thoughts online so i decided to start a new blog again..but my blog got some kind of big problem which is that the post that i publish cannot be seen.